Hi debbie,

I know this may sound and look silly thinking, I was thinking whether will you please take some time to read what I have to say before you delete it away.

First of all, I would like to apology for those words i had said earlier to hurt you. I do not know how much you feel right now, but I really hope you take some time to read what I gonna say.

I kept having the same reocurring dreams about you and me, the time we spent, those bedtime gossips we used to share. The truth is I had never forget nor have I choose to let go despite those angry words. The misunderstanding we had before had not disminised nor great enough for me to say I want to let go of this friend who had once helped me to overcome all odds and tough time. Many times, I want to call you but was afraid of rejection. Well, given your character, you were the strong one.

I know I must hurt you with those angry words, but if you could, ponder over it for a second. I was just afraid to lose this friend of mine, I was uncertain and insecure with the new addition in our life respectively. But i guess, I was the paranoid one who had let all these take place. Writing you this email, thinking about the chances of you reading it kind of freaked me out right now. I do not want to live with this regret for the years to come. I am not hoping that you will changed your mind right now, but I want to let you know that you have always been an amazing pillar of support and a wonderful soulmate of mine in my heart. I had already missed those two golden years with you and I do not want to miss it again..

Take care my friend, I am glad to have you in my life before and if suppose I do not have this chance again, I wish you all the best in whatever you do in life, sincerely.

Regards,

elaine